It's Getting Hard

I am probably going to take this post down in a few days.  Today's real post is below.

I did not realize how emotional and difficult this point of the story would be, both in terms of what was going on and in terms of what is to come.  It's so hard and I feel so exposed.  And now I feel ever more exposed for saying, "I feel so exposed."  Its ripping my heart open, very uncomfortable.

I might lighten things up with some humorous Basic Training flashback stories to give myself some time --or I might just push through for continuity sake.

I don't know yet.

M